gothicfrog

So, yesterday saw the end of my degree. Now I officially have nothing to prepare, nothing to worry about. This sounds wonderful, doesn't it? Well, after being in education forever, you sit here and realise that there is an empty space. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, but something has to fill that hollow space. There are so many options open for me now, and I can't decide right now what path to take. I need some time to get through the difficult few months ahead, and then I can truly find some inspiration. That's why I'm going to China in August - I'm studying for five months while I try to get my life in order. I was going through this

You guys are going to kill me before long with my massive mood fluctuations - if it helps, they're getting on my nerves too! However, this is new... This is something I haven't felt for about a year and a half, and I can't quite believe it. This trip to China has done me wonders. Not only did I do a number of things on my bucket list, but I hung with a crazy bunch of people who I absolutely adore. Most of them have been in my class for nearly a year, but I hadn't spoken to them properly. Now, I genuinely couldn't live without them. Weirdest part? I'm over him! For the first time in what's nearly years, I'm Alicia again. The fun loving, not

Why can't I just fucking tell you that I still love you?